So I've been doing some thinking lately. I gave an ultimatum to a guy and that honestly was the hardest thing I've ever done. I knew what the answer would be before I gave the ultimatum, but never the less it still hurt when he said no.
I mean I'm totally not ready. I want to go and experience Russia and all that it has to offer. I want to continue working on my degree. I want to look into doing some humanitarian work. That sounds completely well... crazy. Especially because I've had my heart set on teaching for at least 6 years maybe longer.
I'm tired of living life for everybody, but me. I think that humanitarian work would be awesome. I also totally plan on doing ILP again as a head teacher (especially because I will get to go for free if I do it as a head teacher).
Anyway, here is my list of what I want in a guy:
A man who holds a current temple recommend so we can go to baptisms for the dead while dating (he doesn't necessarily have to be endowed).
A man who wants to get married in the temple
A man who won’t jeopardize getting married in the temple
A man who respects me
A man who is a worthy priesthood holder
A man who will read scriptures morning and night with me
A man who will say morning and evening prayers with me
A man who is in tune with the spirit so he knows when to ask his family if they would like a priesthood blessing
A man who enjoys showing his true feelings for me
A man who wants to share me with the world
A man who loves to be with me even in public
A man who loves me for who and what I am
Wish me luck in what I want.
Oh here is a picture of the Russian Ballet (which I totally plan on going to while I'm there).
Monday, February 8, 2010
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